mourning
i haven't written in many days/weeks because it's the same old, same trite things. i still feel lost. i still feel a bit hopeless, i still feel a bit bogged down by the weight of responsibility, i still feel as if i am stuck in a bit of a rut... feeling restless.
restless for something new, for change, for a change of pace. although i am always "busy", i would have to say its like my way of dealing with everything and everyone in my life. as much as i enjoy acting busy, what i really crave is connection. i feel rather starved, to be honest, for stability and long-term happiness. is it ever possible to feel settled and stable, though? my perception of adults as static and stable is slowly starting to trickle away as the years fly by... and as i begin to realize how adults don't quite get it all the time either. and probably haven't for quite some while...
Posted by unknown at 2/20/2008 11:56:00 PM
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Ne semble triste. La vie est un animal etrange, je pense que tu besoin quelque chose a apporte-toi loin de ce bordom. Peut-etre tu devrais prendre un passe-temps? essaye-le. a plus tard.
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